FYI

I just want everyone to know that I will not be riding the fun bus to Wendover again this year.
There will be no:

Fried chicken
Bingo
Slot Machines
Luggage Carts



Thank you.

not anymore

When I was little I used to go through toy catalogs and circle things that I wanted Santa to buy me and then I would give the catalogs to my mom and sincerely expect that I would get every single thing I had circled.

Now that I'm sort of grown up and I have to pay my own bills and rent and food and what not, I can't imagine going through toy catalogs and demanding that my parents buy me everything I want. Gosh what a brat I was! Christmas has changed so much for me. I don't care much for lights or trees or treats. I only care that I get to be with my family. With Katie and Camille gone, and KC too now, it isn't easy being the only kid here. I miss them all the time. I absolutely treasure times like these when we are able to be together. Can't really think of anything much better than that.

Mom and I last Christmas:

dream

I dreamed that I had age barnacles.

I couldn't stop thinking about it.

SO I googled age barnacles.

Do not google seborrheic keratoses.

You will be sad.

the queen

Camille is the queen of cheese balls.

Katie is the queen of elaborate salad making.

My mother is the queen of the world.

because my mom would cry

I was thinking...
Katie moved.
Camille moved.
The Boy left.
Sarah moved.
Megan only lives here half the time.

Maybe I could move?
Just a thought :)

5

I miss the purple shampoo and the dippy eggs and brushing my hair in front of her vanity and how she would pray for the Jazz and how she called me her lamb and her wiggle worm.





Sincerely,

Little Lamb

well holy hannah montanna

I had no idea guys! Ok I won't stop.

So thanksgiving was amazing! Katie was home for a few days and its always so nice and comforting to have her here. My mom and dad and I are all sort of wishy washy, do whatever, don't make solid plans kinds of people so when she comes she whips us into shape and makes us DO STUFF. I love seeing the look on her face when none of us can make a decision. Her eye kind of rolls a little (maybe not on purpose bahahaha) and she just laughs at us.
As far as the meal went... my tofurkey was fantastic. I ate it cold for 3 days straight it was so good. I tried to veganize my moms amazing corn dip but uhh.. it didn't go that great. I have a few ideas of how I can make it thicker and creamier but honestly i'm just discouraged. Its hard enough when my family thinks im doing something extremely crazy, but then when it doesnt turn out I just feel really embarrassed. I won't give up though guys! Its been almost 2 weeks and I feel great! I lost 5 pounds and plan to lose more. Obviously the fact that i've been unable to eat hot cheetos, nutty bars, mamas chocolate pretzels, rolls, and everything else is contributing to the small amount of weight lost. I want to do this healthy though I dont want to get sickly or weak looking. I'll probably go buy some vitamins and maybe even a supplement. I feel like I eat tons of veggies and an ass load of tofu though. I get lots of protein and nutrients. Anyway. I feel good about it.

We moved to a new area at work today. I have a window cubicle again. So much sunshine. Pretty decent view. Happy about it.

I want to paint my kitchen pink but my landlord wont let me. Daddy I hope you're ready to move me again in 6 months :)

Sarah comes home in 18 days and we have big plans to umm love one another and spend precious moments together. After that she'll be home for the summer and then off to London. I don't know how well we will be able to keep in touch but i'm sure it'll be fine. Its far away so I wont worry about that right now. Just glad shes coming home. I'd like to borrow that green dress and smell good like her and have her help me re arrange my living room. K thnx.

Could his kitty paws get any cuter?